Joshua P.

I'm Josh I may look kinda mean in my pictures but I'm seriously a nice guy my voice does not match my look I work on motorcycles and small engines I love taking something broken and fixing it like new for people it brings me joy to see their face when their machines are running smoothly and properly Ontop of that I'm really nerdy I love animals science and anime my dog is my everything I fall in love with girls who want nothing to do with me honestly I'm broken myself I've been abused by every girl I've ever been in love with I'm to nice and get friend zoned and follow around like a lost pup while they sleep around with everyone else but me killing me inside to the point I can't feel shit for anyone anymore but oh well I'm also a schizophrenic I got an angel and a demon on my shoulder constantly arguing about right and wrong does and don't it'd when they agree that I get worried that shits about to hit the fan but other than that I'm a chill dude I understand my mental illness and what may come of it I'm self aware if you've been diagnosed and are hearing voices please talk with me I can show you tricks so you can gain some perspective on when it's the voices in your head or something real I'm a Virgo if you're wondering and I'm definitely my astrological sign when it comes down to it I care to much about people I shouldn't and I've hurt myself over and over again but it's never over don't ever feel that way there is a light at the end of the tunnel let me help you get there but don't expect it to be sugar coated I see the black and white of everything and I try to make it gray the best I can